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Original: 11/12/2006 4:05 AM
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

 
Currently Watching
One Tree Hill - The Complete Third Season
By Chad Michael Murray, James Lafferty, Hilarie Burton, Bethany Joy Lenz, Paul Johansson, Sophia Bush, Barbara Alyn Woods, Lee Norris, Barry Corbin, Craig Sheffer, Moira Kelly
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When Life Meets Its End

I'm not exaggerating. Honestly, in 3 or 4 days time, my life will be officially over. I mean, not even One Tree Hill can console me at a time like this. What's going on, you ask? Well, here's the deal... finals. Something everyone dreads, something everyone wish they didn't have to face. But the truth is, you have to. One way or another, you still have to. That's the hard part.

My friends, they're all weirdly smart. So obviously, they'll do well. Like, I know they can't help but try to feel sorry for me, but the truth is, I know what they're all thinking inside. That feeling of pity for me, when they're all so undyingly happy that I did worst than them. You might not feel it now, but when the results are out, you can't help but feel that way about someone who you did better than.

Parents are all the same. They want you to succeed. But let me tell you the truth... sometimes, you need to fail in order to get up stronger than ever. You have to forget about everything that's causing you stress and just move on, tell yourself that you'll do better next time. Sometimes when you fall down hard, you get up and go ahead with life. Youth doesn't last forever, cherish it.

Teachers want you to do well, just so that they can carry that sense of pride with them. Knowing that one of their students succeeded will mean the most to them, trust me. But knowing that you let them down hurts. A lot. You can't help but feel regret, like you wish you could change the past, just so to please them. Even though you obviously can't in reality, it's just nice to try and do something that you think would've helped if it was humanly possible.

But changing the subject, trying to clear my mind of all the horrible thoughts clouding up right now... One Tree Hill. The only thing that's giving me the strength to get over this all, and no, I'm not joking... that's how obsessed I am with the show. I'm really not getting why Rachel wants to steal Nick away from Brooke, when she was the one that introduced the two. Anyhow, we'll see how it goes... I just hope that Lucas isn't her next victim. Or maybe she just has this thing for older guys. First Cooper now Nick, it could lead up to something. Then again, with One Tree Hill, you never know.

So, I was thinking... the season 3 finale, to me... was one of the most outstanding performances Sophia Bush has done. Especially the part where she slapped Peyton and when she was crying to Lucas. If you happened to miss it or just feel like watching it again, then here's the link for part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFcquuLhFcc&mode=related&search

Watch all 5 parts and you've completed the whole episode.  

::Words Of Condolence::

Well... being the best or worst doesn't count... what really matters is you tried.. if people laugh at you.. then, f*ck them! who the hell are they?!.. you are the only one who knows yourself.. at its best.

-(May the author remain anonymous)

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Lol... soooooo scared plus doom on thursday....kill me! Pls....=(     *cries*  xox-elise
Posted 11/12/2006 4:57 AM by stylin_gal31 - reply

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hey, no i do not watch one tree hill or the oc. cute lay however!
Posted 11/12/2006 10:49 AM by COUTUREFUL - reply

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yeah , i love ashley tisdale ! she ' s my fave actress . & of course i watch oth & the oc . they ' re my favorite shows ! :]
Posted 11/12/2006 12:22 PM by absolute__model - reply

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thx for the comment...wish u luck too!!
Posted 11/13/2006 2:02 AM by stylin_gal31 - reply

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WE won't laugh at you.Trust me,for once..pls.
Posted 11/13/2006 5:40 AM by lily1994 - reply

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Hey! sorry it took me so long to reply. i was busy with school. yeah im for nathan and haley and brooke and lucas. those are my 2 fav couples. they are awsome!!!
Posted 11/13/2006 9:00 PM by hos_over_bros - reply

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heyy! how are you??<333
Posted 11/14/2006 9:01 AM by sunshinedazzle - reply

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ya i just started to watch one tree hill and it's great.
Posted 11/14/2006 1:42 PM by poet_wannabe - reply

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Yeah, so its sad, im missing OTH tomorrow. Please please pleas, post what i missed either Thursday, and i will read it, when i get to a computer, ill be gone till Nov 22nd, since my sister is getting married, and my aunt is comming tomorrow!!!! =] So, please update with what i missed.

Im mad taht Rachel keeps taking everyones else guy, she annoys me!!@!!!Trzkgn

Posted 11/14/2006 1:50 PM by rockmusicluvr - reply

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Lindsay Lohan? I dunno. I have mixed felling about her. I guesse in a way, yeah I do. But then most of the time Iw ould have to say I don't care a whole lot about her. I thinks she's a talented actress. =].
Posted 11/14/2006 3:26 PM by COUTUREFUL - reply

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i loove the new lyt! im not great. ugh anythig new?
Posted 11/15/2006 8:11 AM by sunshinedazzle - reply

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YAY! and thanks!

Your layout is really cute too! =)

Posted 11/15/2006 5:47 PM by JuicyxLovexIcons_x3 - reply

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haha love your post. i hope you do good in school! good luck. and i know what u mean about one tree hill its my obsession too. and cute new layout.

Tiffany

Posted 11/16/2006 12:44 AM by miss_glamour_chickx3 - reply

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u noe i don't feel like that...
Posted 11/17/2006 11:29 PM by Glamour_Girl_15 - reply


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